Oh, Why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes.
Come on and come to me now.
Don't be ashamed to cry,
Let me see you through,
Cause I've seen the dark side too.
When the night falls on you,
You don't know what to do,
Nothing you confess,
could make me love you less.
I'll stand by you.
I'll stand by you.
Won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you.
So,
If you're mad, get mad.
Don't hold it all inside,
Come on and talk to me now.
But hey, what you've got to hide?
I get angry too,
But I'm a lot like you.
When you're standing at the crossroads,
Don't know which path to choose,
Let me come along.
Cause even if you are wrong...
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
And when,
When the night falls on you baby
You're feeling all alone
Walking on your own
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I`ll stand by you
{ tear my heart open }
1:07 am
Thursday, January 20, 2005
blogging! again! tons of work! again! URKS! sighh. hahas. at least i'm home and there's NO training TMR! weeeee~ hur hur im mad. ughs. i can't believe i have tons of work again! and this time its MORE! sheesh. sigh. sam is gone! ): sobs. it was like months away.. den than weeks. den days. now.. GONE! ): sighh. at least he'll be back in april! for x-c! yeahhh. oh man! i'm watchin AMI! so funnie! ahh! lols. k im so insane. sighh. my entries are so blah now! oh yeah i know. stupid leon! grrrs. ass la he. hahas. whack me so darn hard! with that stupid hammer toy. sheesh! damn metrosexual la he. hahas. oh we were supposed to have prata in english class today! but but the stall had a RAT jumping about! sooo we had chocolate bread instead. hahas. i ate like 4 slices la! sighh. fat fat fat! i have to lose 3 more kg LAR! shyte. coach just nagged at meee. lols. k im gonna watch AMI! haha. laughinnngggg.. kk BYEEE! (:
{ tear my heart open }
10:16 pm
Saturday, January 15, 2005
hello hello! (: im finally bloggin! teehees. lucinda IS MAD LA! haiyooo. back from school. so much hw!!! nooo~ sigh cry! bahh. 3 stupid stupid essays! UGH! what happened to no weekend hw! sheesh man! oh well. stayed over lulu's hse last night. still am at her hse la. hahas. she's having her bday partay soon!(: yeah yeah yeah. k laaa actually othing much to say jsut that im so freaking bored and im playing collapse! siaooerrrs. sighh sam's going soon! )': cries- oh well. you takkaire YA! (: kk toodles! (: love you people..
{ tear my heart open }
4:04 pm
Sunday, January 09, 2005
hur hur.. im BACK to blog once more! (: yupps yupps. nothing much happen today la. we played double whacko in the basement today! haha! so FUN! (: oh mans. i was sooo suay. i got caught! all cause of SHAUN! hrumpff- its entirly HIS fault! kidding. hahas was hilarious LA. me both joshua lim's, claire, lilian and shaun had to do forefeat(is that how u spell it??) hahas. we had to do the damn chicken DANCE! urks. and it went faster. was funnie to watch. and it was crap to dance it! x\ hur hur. no one went for lunch today. all had family plans. urks. not nice. went to suntec and the whole world was there. met ben at the toilet. x what a place to meet. met serene's parents outside the nokia shop. met claire and shaun at the food court. and my auntie and joy jie there too! hahas. what a small small world. did some maniac window shopping! ahh. i think just window shopping for shoes has become a fetish! acks. i love charles and keith shoes. sigh sigh. its back to school. and i havent even started on my ying yong wen! shyte. i havent pasted my social studies stuff into the worksheet and best of all.. i haven't searched for my MISSING SPIKES! double shyte. ): guess i better go! its almost 8! i gotta shower! eeks. toodles.
{ tear my heart open }
7:08 pm
Saturday, January 08, 2005
i cut my hair! AGAIN! and i think i look like amanda lee. x/ oops. i think i look liek guai kia LA! sigh. i miss my hair! -cries. lols. wadever la me. toodles! (:
{ tear my heart open }
10:35 pm
shannon is so weird! x) laughs. he makes his ice cream with barbeque sauce, chilli sauce and ketchup. gross! hahas. oh well. im back again. and i've jsut started my social studies hw. yuck. i hate social studies. blahhhh- highlighting my book. 2nd time blogging today. blahhhh. i'm so bored! and wth is wrong with that girl! whatever it is. can't really be bothered. your problem girl! you didn't ask. and went on ahead by yourself. don't be such a smart ass next time.
{ tear my heart open }
3:19 pm
i changed my layout! AGAIN! hahas. ms chua's favourite word when it comes to class competitions. x funny her. and for the first time in a long time.. i'm using a ready made layout! hahas. i like the angel LA. modified it alittle though. yupps. its morning and i'm so bored. mei went for pl cca fair. i might have gone. but i'm lazy and too tired. lols. what an excuse. oh wells. gota start on my darn homeworl. sigh. ): toodles!
{ tear my heart open }
9:52 am
Friday, January 07, 2005
OKAE! i survived one hell of a week of school! (: yay! clap for me people! (: hahas. anyway school wasn't that bad, BUT it was the longest week of my life so far! kinda missed home! ): but im hoem now so who cares! teehees. well, i am STILL SICK! gross. first the runny nose and flu. now cough and maybe fever? shucks. anyway. back to about school.
have 4 new classmates! (: how nice! jazreel - bowler, timothy and leon - golfers and yusof -TRACKER! yupps! ahhas. quite nice ppl la! although some of them are quite IDIOTIC i must say. im stress! -curls fringe- HAHA! lame joke. oh well. classes have been fine so far. although i have come to dislike social studies! its like BORING la! we only had 1 lesson but it has become a bore other than having the people to brighten up the lesson. hahas. yupps. A math Physics Chem. all a change. but im getting used to it! (: im FORCING myself to LIKE CHINESE! can u believe it! ughhs- go me! bahh. hahas. hmm. training has been GREAT! except for my rather disturbing foot. ): stupid arch or whatever that is causing the problem. but it was behaving properly for the past 2 days! (: yupps. rather happy on thursday! (: haha. mrpaul praise me! (: i know ego! but i'm happy! (; twice in one week. YAY! just hoping nothing else gets in the way! i'll just kill myself! working hard to earn something for myself. hasnt been happening for the past 3 year! darn it. oh well. gotta go! (: toodles! (:
{ tear my heart open }
9:25 pm
Saturday, January 01, 2005
SOOT! haha i'm TOOT. haha GOT it! hahah *glares* blur u and ME lar. haha sorry lar. anyway i wanna wish you a HAPPY happy new year! have a blessed year ya! cant believe it's 2005 alrdy. oh mann. i feel OLD larr. my birthday's in 16 days time! *hint hint poke poke* haha. had loads of fun during camp! and it certainly wldnt be the same without u! take care soot! ilu_ hugs
{ tear my heart open }
2:40 pm
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! (:
people! change my email addie! (: add me at stickybits_@hotmail.com
okae! blogging once more. yesterday. smart me i didn't sleep in the afternoon when i had the chance to! -.- oh well. went to eugenia's house for their bs dinner. hahas. yupps. ate liek sooo much! mans. i think i've grown FAT! ): but surprisingly... i lost weight. x) lols! weird thing to happen. went for watchnight service. i couldn't understand a single thing rv burke was trying to say. all i know was we don't know what would happen tomorrow. trust me not to sleep. i was falling asleep during the sermon! bad me. lols. was quite a small group in the sanctuary. yupps. had a time of reflection and thinking. did some confessions and yupps. after service went around wishing everyone happy new year! although i was half zonked. lols. bleahs. =p went to the car to wait. and i fell asleep. lols. and guess what.. IM VERY SICK NOW! ughhh. i've been blowing my nose non-stop since morning! ): sigh sigh. so much phlegme. yucks. i'm supposed to be packin my stuff for school now! oops. but here i am on the computer blogging. hahas. having prayer meeting later tonight. and there i go being fat again. ): ughs. well well well.. school tomorrow! NOOOO~ im going to be 15 in 41days! shucks. am i old? lols. oh well. guess thats all for now! no more computer for a week! AHHHH~ i can't part with that. bah bah bah. ): guess its time to get moving! toodles! (:
Why- Nicole Nordeman
We rode into town the other day,
just me and my Daddy.
He said I'd finally reached that age,
and I could ride next to him on a horse that
of course was not quite as wide.
We heard a crowd of people shouting
and so we stopped to find out why
There was that man that my dad said he loved,
but today there was fear in his eyes.
So I said Daddy why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is he dressed in that bright purple robe?
I bet that crown hurts him more than he shows
Daddy please can't you do something?
He looks as if he's going to cry
You said he is stronger than all of those guys
Daddy please tell me why, why does everyone want him to die?
Later that day the sky grew cloudy
and daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy, boy was he right
But I could not keep from wondering
if there was something that he had to hide
So after he left I had to find out,
I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds to a hill
where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from a cross:
And it said :
Father why are they screaming.
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for my clothes?
This crown of thorns hurt me more than it shows
Father please can't you do something?
I know that you must hear my cry
I thought I could handle a cross of this size,
Father remind me why, why does everyone want me to die.
When will I understand why?
My precious Son,
I hear them screaming.
I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming
but soon I will clothe you in robes of my own.
Jesus this hurts me more than you know
But this dark hour I must do nothing.
I've heard your unbearable cry
the power in your blood destroys all the lies,
soon you'll see past their unmerciful eyes.
Look there below see the child trembling by her father's side.
Now I can tell you why, she is why you must die.
{ tear my heart open }
2:15 pm
